Everything

that happened to me has been a paradox for life. The very things that I should have done would have been the trap. The very things I might have given in to, that demanded, that said, this is your life.

I mean, this is your only way to survive, are the things I fought hardest to end.

'Cause I believed in something else. You have to work like mad to make people understand...Even if I don't make it, you know, I really insist on believing, and then I fall off the edge because theres nobody else to follow it.

And I would just fall off the edge.